I´ve heard it so many times... I can´t help it :(

Dating a Geek: Episode 4

Today I want to

Watch a movie and see you in it

Make a movie so you can see me

Get crazy a little

Make my hair differently

Have blueberry waffles for breakfast

And some eggs too

Look pretty, to feel pretty

Go somewhere if it´s not raining

Drink lots of water

Talk to him about our future

Find some answers

Pray hard

Look at the window and not be sad

Fix my Pascualina

Take a hot shower

know why did I have that strange dream last night

Smile

Wear his hat for a while

Have a good time babysitting

Finish laundry

Vacuum my room (again)

Be myself

Sit back and relax

Take a break

Feel loved

Talk to God and be hugged by Him

Paint my finger nails

Enjoy myself


...have enough time to do it all

Not a big of a deal?

Apparently, not.

Guilty

I´ve became the person I hated, the one I never wanted to be, the one I shouted out loud it was guilty of all my problems...

I can´t think about anything else right now, it happened to me, I did it, I´m guilty of everything, I fell and hit the ground one more time.

How easy I lost my head and start making the wrong choices, I´m sorry for you, for me, and for everybody who thinks I am a good person.

Here is how I feel:

I´m holding my face in my hands because I´m so ashamed of what I´ve done.

God I´m sorry, I fell, and I fail you, I´m so sorry. Punish me the way I deserve. No mercy on me, I am guilty and in my heart I knew it was wrong.

Au Pair Weekend (the preview)

Dating a Geek: Episode 3 well, not really