Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Some time alone


I woke up this morning thinking about those eyes, and that smile that I´ll miss the rest of my life.

It´s so easy to say Hello, and so hard to say goodbye, specially when is for good.

Lately I´ve been feeling that I should be alone because I really deserve it. However, I don´t want to. But I can´t give something that I don´t have: love.

I´m empty, and recovering, or at least that´s what I want to pretend, the truth is that I´m depressed, wearing at least something black to remind myself that the color of my heart has changed.

That sweet hug he gave me is one of the most beautiful moments I´ve ever had. I felt protected, loved once again.

No pictures, just memories together.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Airplanes in the sky

I´m going in the bus, looking at the window, and there you are, reminding me that I don´t belong here, that I should fly away, looking for that treasure that I haven´t found yet.. Where is it? where should I go next? where can I go to find it? what am I looking for?

I can´t smile and today I´m feeling like not to talk with anybody, I want to wear black, and lose myself in the crowd.

I´ll write a letter, and fold it into a paper plane, throw it in the air, and hopefully the wind will lead it to you... Goodbye now.


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I called you

It was a normal conversation, goodbye.


Suddenly you called me again and...



What?!

Friday, December 18, 2009

Just a Calendar day

Today has become a regular day in my life, full of everything but you. Funny though, today was "our special day".

I´m sick, my throat hurts, my heart hurts too, and for now I would rather pretend I´m Sleeping Beauty, but with the difference that in the end of the story there´s a sign hanging that says: Do not disturb.

I need some time to clear my head, my thoughts, and to realize that I can do whatever I want to do if I´m firmly decided.

For now just let me rest.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

So Funny!

Mexican Words Of The Day


1. *Cheese*
The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence.
Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.

2. *Mushroom*
When all my family get in the car
There's not mushroom.

3. *Shoulder*
My fren wants 2 become a citizen,
But che didn't know how to read,
So I, shoulder.
4. * Texas *
When I'm not home,
My fren always Texas me,
Che wonders where I am!
5. *Herpes*
Me and my fren ordered pizza.
I got mine piece
Then che got herpes.

6. *July*
Ju told me ju were going to tha store
But ju went to see sum guy,
July to me! Ju a lyer!
7. *Rectum*
I had 2 cars
But my wife rectum!
8. *Chicken*
I was going to go to the store with my wife
But che said chicken go herself.
9. *Wheelchair*
We only have one enchilada left
But don't worry wheelchair
10. *Chicken* *wing*
My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.
11. *Harassment*
My wife caught me in bed with another women.
I told her, "Honey, harassment nothen to me.
12. *Bishop*
My wife fell down the stair
So I had to pick the bishop.

13. *Body wash*
I want to go to the club
But no body wash my kids.
14. *Budweiser*
That women has a nice body,
Budweiser face so ugly?

Nothing to say

I was having our last conversation with you, over the phone... it was a goodbye with a happy ending, because we would remain friends, however, there´s not a big difference from our relationship and now, I guess we just needed to recognize that 5 months ago we were already just friends, because I never felt in your kisses that my boyfriend was ever going to come back to me..

All it´s left from "us" is pictures, I really don´t have great memories, and to be honest, it´s something that at this moment I don´t even want to think about.

Although, I can´t help it because I´m kind of angry that you have nothing else to say, you never have anything to say, good or bad, it´s upsetting.

I never got back the love I gave to you, though, I gave everything I could, to show you that I loved you like I never did before, and you took my love like paper, made a ball with it and threw it with a nice shot in the trash, yup, nice shot.

I´ll keep on dreaming with the perfect kiss, the right hug, and the unbelievable future awaiting.

Monday, December 7, 2009

It´s a busy night


No words describe better my evening than this picture.