Sunday, September 7, 2014
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Monday, January 27, 2014
Happy 2014 :)
Literally, happy 2014...
I don't think I've never been so happy in my entire life, not because I have a boyfriend, because I'm actually single for the moment. The true reason why, is that everything pays off, and God has taken me from the deep hole were I was to the light that I thought I was never going to see again.
I was in the valley of shadows until August of last year.
Everything was so messed up, one of my dearest cousins had just past away, my face was filled with breakouts because of a hormonal disorder, even my hair got darker, my tutor left me alone during my graduation project, (so I was never able to finish it), I was also having a troubled time at work, and finally I ended my relationship with my fiance because I was emotionally unstable (and other problems came across).
I remember I prayed everyday to God and asked Him for wisdom, mercy, but most of all to help me to organize my life the way He wanted to.
And so He did.
I have so many blessings that I keep continuing to count:
1. In September, I got to see my big brother from Taiwan, we had an amazing time together.
2. Breakouts faded away completely and my hair is back to normal (brown).
3. I got the job of my dreams at Compassion [ http://www.compassion.com/ ]
4. I went to visit my grandma and relatives for the holidays, we had the best time ever.
5. Now I'm studying Graphic Design and will finally graduate in October.
6. I found the right cake for my birthday ;) it's hard to find gluten, sugar, lactose free around here.
7. Blessings have never stopped to come.
It was a whole process, one thing at a time was happening at the right place, at the right time, and for that I'm not only thankful, but happy, because it all turned out for the best.
This is not a happy ending, it is indeed a Happy New Beginning.
Keep trusting God in all your ways.
I don't think I've never been so happy in my entire life, not because I have a boyfriend, because I'm actually single for the moment. The true reason why, is that everything pays off, and God has taken me from the deep hole were I was to the light that I thought I was never going to see again.
I was in the valley of shadows until August of last year.
Everything was so messed up, one of my dearest cousins had just past away, my face was filled with breakouts because of a hormonal disorder, even my hair got darker, my tutor left me alone during my graduation project, (so I was never able to finish it), I was also having a troubled time at work, and finally I ended my relationship with my fiance because I was emotionally unstable (and other problems came across).
I remember I prayed everyday to God and asked Him for wisdom, mercy, but most of all to help me to organize my life the way He wanted to.
And so He did.
I have so many blessings that I keep continuing to count:
1. In September, I got to see my big brother from Taiwan, we had an amazing time together.
2. Breakouts faded away completely and my hair is back to normal (brown).
3. I got the job of my dreams at Compassion [ http://www.compassion.com/ ]
4. I went to visit my grandma and relatives for the holidays, we had the best time ever.
5. Now I'm studying Graphic Design and will finally graduate in October.
6. I found the right cake for my birthday ;) it's hard to find gluten, sugar, lactose free around here.
7. Blessings have never stopped to come.
It was a whole process, one thing at a time was happening at the right place, at the right time, and for that I'm not only thankful, but happy, because it all turned out for the best.
This is not a happy ending, it is indeed a Happy New Beginning.
Keep trusting God in all your ways.
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
I'll let the rain fall on you this time
I still believe in a world where everyone is happy... where you can be whatever you want to be...
I held your hand for a while, very tight but without knowing that I was actually the one leading you to a different direction. If I could turn back in time, I would make sure we would remain friends today, because I would refrain myself of saying those three words that changed our present and our future forever.
You can't forgive yourself for never seeing in me the real value of love, now you're telling everyone a made up story where you were a charming prince instead of the real grinch that made me cry every week as a result of your careless behavior... I was never that important to you, because my name was in what? third place in your priority list?
Why did I ever let you in? I blame myself, and all I want today is to let you go, let every single memory fade away...
Flashbacks come and go... broken promises, things I liked doing...when I used to go visit you, when I used to get you lunch on my way to your place, or the times driving in the dark during rainy nights when I was very scared and wondered if I was gonna make it home safely... I gave everything to you, I would have done everything for you..
But you...
You just never really cared.
Hope you learned something about being selfless, it's not about money, it's about giving, embracing love.
So there, that's why I truly said goodbye.
To all my people and my real friends, here is an advice take into a count: If someone loves you, they'll prove it to you, don't you ever trust words that are not turned into actions.
I'm done, hopefully this time is out of my system...
I held your hand for a while, very tight but without knowing that I was actually the one leading you to a different direction. If I could turn back in time, I would make sure we would remain friends today, because I would refrain myself of saying those three words that changed our present and our future forever.
You can't forgive yourself for never seeing in me the real value of love, now you're telling everyone a made up story where you were a charming prince instead of the real grinch that made me cry every week as a result of your careless behavior... I was never that important to you, because my name was in what? third place in your priority list?
Why did I ever let you in? I blame myself, and all I want today is to let you go, let every single memory fade away...
Flashbacks come and go... broken promises, things I liked doing...when I used to go visit you, when I used to get you lunch on my way to your place, or the times driving in the dark during rainy nights when I was very scared and wondered if I was gonna make it home safely... I gave everything to you, I would have done everything for you..
But you...
You just never really cared.
Hope you learned something about being selfless, it's not about money, it's about giving, embracing love.
So there, that's why I truly said goodbye.
To all my people and my real friends, here is an advice take into a count: If someone loves you, they'll prove it to you, don't you ever trust words that are not turned into actions.
I'm done, hopefully this time is out of my system...
Thursday, July 11, 2013
See ya 'round!
Today I'm just happy to see you happy.
Really. No kidding, I'm smiling because you love and you are loved.
I will keep on doing the same mistakes, and will eventually find what people call happiness but in my own simple way.
Make sure to keep packing your suitcase with smiles, love and the beatles that you listen to.
Do not ever worry about me, a free mind, a free soul, flying all alone, because it's the path I chose to take.
(:
Really. No kidding, I'm smiling because you love and you are loved.
I will keep on doing the same mistakes, and will eventually find what people call happiness but in my own simple way.
Make sure to keep packing your suitcase with smiles, love and the beatles that you listen to.
Do not ever worry about me, a free mind, a free soul, flying all alone, because it's the path I chose to take.
(:
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