Friday, April 3, 2015

By Your Side

Facing reality

My grandma decided to stop eating recently.

If you know me very well, there is no human being on earth I love as much as I love my grandma, that's why this hurts, because I realize that she is not going to be with me forever, even though I enjoy traveling each year to give her a short visit during Christmas, it's actually the only time in a year we get to spend together, I don't like to think about when this will all come to an ending.

I found myself today praying in my room, crying, since at one point I just said 'God, I don't know what to ask for right now. My grandmother biggest desire was to wake up one day in your arms, so please do as she desired and do your will and be in control of this'.

I'm powerless.