Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I called you

It was a normal conversation, goodbye.

Suddenly you called me again and...


Friday, December 18, 2009

Just a Calendar day

Today has become a regular day in my life, full of everything but you. Funny though, today was "our special day".

I´m sick, my throat hurts, my heart hurts too, and for now I would rather pretend I´m Sleeping Beauty, but with the difference that in the end of the story there´s a sign hanging that says: Do not disturb.

I need some time to clear my head, my thoughts, and to realize that I can do whatever I want to do if I´m firmly decided.

For now just let me rest.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

So Funny!

Mexican Words Of The Day

1. *Cheese*
The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence.
Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.

2. *Mushroom*
When all my family get in the car
There's not mushroom.

3. *Shoulder*
My fren wants 2 become a citizen,
But che didn't know how to read,
So I, shoulder.
4. * Texas *
When I'm not home,
My fren always Texas me,
Che wonders where I am!
5. *Herpes*
Me and my fren ordered pizza.
I got mine piece
Then che got herpes.

6. *July*
Ju told me ju were going to tha store
But ju went to see sum guy,
July to me! Ju a lyer!
7. *Rectum*
I had 2 cars
But my wife rectum!
8. *Chicken*
I was going to go to the store with my wife
But che said chicken go herself.
9. *Wheelchair*
We only have one enchilada left
But don't worry wheelchair
10. *Chicken* *wing*
My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.
11. *Harassment*
My wife caught me in bed with another women.
I told her, "Honey, harassment nothen to me.
12. *Bishop*
My wife fell down the stair
So I had to pick the bishop.

13. *Body wash*
I want to go to the club
But no body wash my kids.
14. *Budweiser*
That women has a nice body,
Budweiser face so ugly?

Nothing to say

I was having our last conversation with you, over the phone... it was a goodbye with a happy ending, because we would remain friends, however, there´s not a big difference from our relationship and now, I guess we just needed to recognize that 5 months ago we were already just friends, because I never felt in your kisses that my boyfriend was ever going to come back to me..

All it´s left from "us" is pictures, I really don´t have great memories, and to be honest, it´s something that at this moment I don´t even want to think about.

Although, I can´t help it because I´m kind of angry that you have nothing else to say, you never have anything to say, good or bad, it´s upsetting.

I never got back the love I gave to you, though, I gave everything I could, to show you that I loved you like I never did before, and you took my love like paper, made a ball with it and threw it with a nice shot in the trash, yup, nice shot.

I´ll keep on dreaming with the perfect kiss, the right hug, and the unbelievable future awaiting.

Monday, December 7, 2009

It´s a busy night

No words describe better my evening than this picture.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Dating a Geek: Episode 4

Today I want to

Watch a movie and see you in it

Make a movie so you can see me

Get crazy a little

Make my hair differently

Have blueberry waffles for breakfast

And some eggs too

Look pretty, to feel pretty

Go somewhere if it´s not raining

Drink lots of water

Talk to him about our future

Find some answers

Pray hard

Look at the window and not be sad

Fix my Pascualina

Take a hot shower

know why did I have that strange dream last night


Wear his hat for a while

Have a good time babysitting

Finish laundry

Vacuum my room (again)

Be myself

Sit back and relax

Take a break

Feel loved

Talk to God and be hugged by Him

Paint my finger nails

Enjoy myself

...have enough time to do it all

Friday, December 4, 2009

Thursday, December 3, 2009


I´ve became the person I hated, the one I never wanted to be, the one I shouted out loud it was guilty of all my problems...

I can´t think about anything else right now, it happened to me, I did it, I´m guilty of everything, I fell and hit the ground one more time.

How easy I lost my head and start making the wrong choices, I´m sorry for you, for me, and for everybody who thinks I am a good person.

Here is how I feel:

I´m holding my face in my hands because I´m so ashamed of what I´ve done.

God I´m sorry, I fell, and I fail you, I´m so sorry. Punish me the way I deserve. No mercy on me, I am guilty and in my heart I knew it was wrong.