Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Just sometimes...

For a minute or two I like to close my eyes and take a deep breath and reflect about life, the things I've done that have touched me in a way that I can't really explain. I like to think that I have ability to make everyone happy, even though that is one of the biggest lies I keep in my head, because I find myself trying so hard and failing in every attempt of gaining a smile… because it doesn't last for long.

If I could do things differently I would change that part of me of pleasing those whom will never do the same… but I can't, or maybe I just don't want to, I like to be a giver instead of receive, why is that? why is it that I can't just let people down? why do I even bother to bring it up? maybe and just maybe I can't actually talk about it with no one, unless that person feels the same way, a part of me wants to let go… and also want a second chance.

2 comments:

Michelle" said...

a menos que esa persona se sienta de la misma manera, yo también me siento mas comoda dando que resibiendo, no eres la unica, y la verdad me gusta pensar que no es nada malo, aunque en mi caso siento que se debe más a mi autoestima, dudo que compratas eso conmigo :D me gusto tu blog, saludos

LWiltsey said...

Hi Norix! I saw your HUGS youtube video and wondered if you were a Christian. It appears from your blog that you are...awesome! :-) I saw your video when I was searching Youtube for the seadog boat tour!

Lori