Don't look at me! :(

Lately, I've been hating to look at myself in the mirror since I got acne problems and feels very frustrating to not being able to find a cure, the reason why this happened to me or why did it even start suddenly out of nothing.

I was looking at some of pictures from a couple of years ago, and I couldn't help to start crying because I wished I could go back to when everything was ok, and my skin was not looking like a giant pepperoni pizza.

I'm really done squeezing all my pimples, I'm done with everything, I'm just sick of this whole situation,  I'm not crazy, there is something really wrong with me... I just don't know what it is.

My hair feels different too, it used to be soft and brown, not this dark... gosh, everything got so messed up somehow.