Superman by Taylor Swift

This is exactly how I feel definitely. When your guy is a superman and unfortunately he is too busy....

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Tall, dark and superman

He puts papers in his briefcase and drives away

To save the world or go to work

It's the same thing to me

He's got his mother's eyes, his father's ambition

I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him

I hang on every word you say, yay

And you smile and say, "How are you? "

I say, "Just fine"

I always forget to tell you, I love you, I love you... forever

I watch superman fly away

You've got a busy day today

Go save the world, I'll be around

I watch superman fly away

Come back I'll be with you someday

I'll be right here on the ground

When you come back down

Tall, dark and beautiful

He's complicated, he's irrational

But I hope someday you'll take me away and save the day, yeah

Something in his deep brown eyes has me sayin'

He's not all bad like his reputation

And I can't hear one single word they say

And you'll leave, got places to be and I'll be OK

I always forget to tell you I love you, I loved you from the very first day

I watch superman fly away

You've got a busy day today

Go save the world I'll be around

I watch superman fly away

Come back I'll be with you someday

I'll be right here on the ground

When you come back down

And I watch you fly around the world

And I hope you don't save some other girl

Don't forget, don't forget about me

I'm far away but I never let you go

I'm lovestruck and looking out the window

Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be

Right here wishing the flowers were from you

Wishing the card was from you

Wishing the call was from you

'Cause I loved you from the very first day

I watch superman fly away

You've got a busy day today

Go save the world, I'll be around...

Forever and ever here

I watch superman fly away

I swear I'll be with you someday

I'll be right here on the ground

When you come back down

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Is not you is me

I'm just upset...

Things are not working out how I was expecting... here we go again; we haven't spoke the whole day but the first thing you have to point out is something about me, that you don't agree with.

I'm not happy because seems like he doesn't know me at all.

First of all I'm a female, I get my period every month, I get cramps, I get upset, what's the problem?

Second, saying "I don't have time for you" is not an apology.

Third, man, I can keep this up, so can you please realize it on your own that you're not showing some effort on this?

Una de las almas más dulces y buenas se ha ido, se nos ha adelantado…

Nelson Rivas, mi primo ha dejado huella en la familia, en sus amigos, por su bondad, por su altruismo… y con gran nostalgia recuerdo que sus últimos deseos que fueron poder pagarles el servicio de cable, teléfono e Internet, mes a mes a la familia de su mejor amigo en San Miguel.

Mi primo Nelson siempre venía a El Salvador sin decir 'aguavá' en buen salvadoreño, quiere decir que nunca decía que nos vendría a visitar. Con una llamada telefónica me decía "Cipota, estoy en El Salvador, te caigo a eso de las 4 de la tarde, ahí vas a estar?".

Todas las navidades y para su cumpleaños le recordaba con gran cariño y le hacía una tarjeta con mis propias manos,  se la enviaba por correo postal y nunca recibía respuesta por parte de él. Sin embargo cuando lo veía y le preguntaba "Nelson, ¿te llegaron mis tarjetas?" siempre me abrazaba y estando entre sus brazos me decía "Gracias cipota por acordarte de mi, sí me llegaron".

Mi primo Nelson Rivas, era diabético, vivía en Atlanta Georgia, y algo que le encantaba era venir a El Salvador por tierra, manejar largas horas y tardarse días en la carretera, pasando por México, Guatemala… hasta llegar donde nosotros.

Usando sus shorts de lona, zapatos tenis de color blanco y camisetas de algodón, mostraba que para él habían cosas mucho más importantes que andar con cosas ostentosas. Aunque contaba que en su casa en Atlanta tenía una piscina… sin embargo dijo que no la usaba, pero le gustaba verla.

Nunca me había interesado saber realmente adónde van nuestras almas después de la muerte… Hoy en la mañana me confundí con los versículos de la Biblia sobre el seno de Abraham y cuando Jesús le dijo al ladrón en la cruz antes de morir que en ese día sería salvo y vería a Dios.

Hoy es cuando encuentro la respuesta a mi duda, y con convicción sé que Nelson Rivas, mi primo lejano, amado, recordado y SALVO, está BIEN, descansa su alma hasta que nuestro Señor vuelva.

Lloro por su ausencia, mas no por su paradero…. lloro porque nos ha dejado, pero Dios nos dará la paz hasta que nos reunamos con él nuevamente.

Random thoughts

Time flies right before your eyes... The new paranormal activity movie (4?) is coming up and I have no intentions of seeing it, though I recall watching the first movie of that sequel at the movie theater a long time ago when I used to be one of those girls who gets so scared that couldn't stand a weird scene without holding a guy's arm or covering my eyes with my own hoodie...

I don't even know why am I even thinking about it.

Happy :)

Yep, that's how me and my boyfriend may look like when we're enjoying our relationship, losing track of time... I can't imagine my life without him. 

He is my moon, my stars and my teddy bear to hug on a rainy afternoon... it was nice to snuggle today.

Inner peace

When everything you've done feels right.

When is out of sight and out of mind.

When I look at the sky and take a deep breath.

When I turn the Wifi off at night so I can sleep tight.

When I'm not having dinner alone.

When I pray early in the morning.

When He hugs me...

When I reach out to Him.

When I'm done with my homework.

When we're snuggling and I feel home.

When I run up the hill and fly my kite.

When I make you an apple pie.

When I look at you and you look at me too.

When I cry and you're there to hug me.

When I fall asleep and you watch my sleep.

When I think of Lili and Odin's smile.

When I recall how much Emily cared for me.

When I imagine Eric walking out Brishti.

When I picture Brishti with her new owner.

When I have sushi with tons of ginger and soy sauce.

When it starts raining and I think of my dearest friends.

When my hands feel crafty again.

When I'm holding a microphone and sing softly.

When I write cards and letters.

When my grandma comes on Sundays.

When having cheese is not a problem anymore.

When letting go is the wisest choice.

When God is with you no matter what.

Don't look at me! :(

Lately, I've been hating to look at myself in the mirror since I got acne problems and feels very frustrating to not being able to find a cure, the reason why this happened to me or why did it even start suddenly out of nothing.

I was looking at some of pictures from a couple of years ago, and I couldn't help to start crying because I wished I could go back to when everything was ok, and my skin was not looking like a giant pepperoni pizza.

I'm really done squeezing all my pimples, I'm done with everything, I'm just sick of this whole situation,  I'm not crazy, there is something really wrong with me... I just don't know what it is.

My hair feels different too, it used to be soft and brown, not this dark... gosh, everything got so messed up somehow.